Im a 13 yo old girl....i hate my life....ANY ADVICE????? (its a long story)?

Ok so im 13 years old...i have an older brother who is 15 years old...and i have another who is 24 years old...my parents filed for divorce in like 2005...we had money since my dad is a doctor...since i was a little kid...i never saw all the fighting and problems going really and i didn't understand it...my oldest brother did drugs when he was like 15...i love my older brother and hes a good person now with a job and wants to be sucessful...but i NEVER understood why he would do all those bad things like drugs and stuff...until now...so since like 2007...i have been suppose to be going to my dads house on the weekends (though i rarely did) and going to his house on tuesdays after school (which i always did) it was hard for me but i did it because i dind't want my mother to get into trouble...in 2009...my mom got sent to jail for like 2 days for like contempt for us not going to my dads house...My dad did it and i couldn't believe that he would do that to my mom...i hated him and i thought so low of him...then he did it again in september of 2009...i just wished he would get hurt...i was happy girl...i have a tendency to look on the bright side...i have very good grades...good friends...im bery good at sports...and we have money...i used to be happy living with my mom and rarely seeing my dad...I was loving my life because i found a way to not thing about going to the police station every other friday at 6:00...but i never actually went to his house on the weekends...it was something i never looked forward too...tuesdays wasn't that big a deal for me...i was doing pretty much fine..i was happy and enjoying my teenage years...my parents have been to court multiple times and my worst fear was always me having to go live with my dad...but the final decree thing came in november and it said my brother and i had to go live with my dad...i got very depressed but i kept hoping something would happen...nothing did....i had to live with him in the beginning of december....you don't understand what he does to me...just being here and what it does to me is terrible....first...he took my cell phone...then my ugg boots...then my snow pants and all my northface coats...except one jacket...then then my itouch...then my laptop...then all the cable...and next it is probably going to be the internet...ok well first i call my mom alot...so he took my phone because he didn't want me talking to her..and he also took ALL the home phones...i have no contact with anybody except for facebook...music and tv and talking to my mother constantly is what keeps me going...o i forgot to mention that he is NEVER HERE...i have "babysitters" that take me and my brother too and from school everyday and other stuff.....he leaves before i wake up and sometimes comes back when i am sleeping...What is the point of being here...i sit her alone with nothing and my brother and this stranger...im so depressed...everyday i hope that he doens't come home...i am soo miserble...i don't say that im some drama queen spoiled girl who is a brat...because i would rather go home and stay there and not have anything then be here and have all those things...i wouldn't care about them if i was just at home...i don't even talk to him anymore...im so miserble...if something happened to my mom...i honestly think i would kill myself...the only thing keeping my going is that i might be able to go home soon because my mom is going to court soon...theres no reasoning with my dad....its always his way....my oldest bro had to deal with him and i don't know how he did it...thats why he was how he was....its because of my dad...oh and there are police reports because he has like bruised me before like 6 times...but no body cares because is ****** rich and pays everyone...my mom doens't have that much money and she is from europe....my dad reminds me of Clint Buchanon form One Life To Live if anyone watches that show...i am just so depresses...i know many people prob wish they were me...i just think that im going to be successful and im never going to talk to him again and be happy when i am older...i would prefer that be very soon...i dont know how much longer i can take being here....any advice is appreciated ((((: